ANOTHER UPDATE Thank you. I just woke up today. My bf confessed everything to me last night, idk if that was a good idea but I want him to be brutally honest and he said every thing that he does since he was a child and it makes me feel sick and disgusted and now I know him as a monster there is some thinga that are really disturbing, and he said everything detail by detail and it makes me feel ugly, and how I wish I was the other girls he craves for... but he said he wants to told me everything and the truth and he doesn't want to hide it anymore. Is being brutally honest REALLY a good idea? I am afftected by his honesty and it makes me feel nauseous thinking all of his shits. I don't know if I can love a man like him that is so BAD. Should I be thankful for him for being honest? I am crying right now and thinking to end all of this. He was feeling great telling me everything and he doesn't know that I am deeply hurt right now.