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jazzy

jazzy

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Hi i m jazzy. i think everyone pretty much knows about why me and all folks are here, but i really felt like telling my story. I m a 21 year old guy and i lost my dad in accident when i was 10 and coz my mom had to arrange for all the income and all, she didn't have time to ask me about whats going on and all. I was pretty weak and skinny in childhood so i encountered a lot of bullies but worst part was when they took off all my clothes and abused me. My foreskin was pulled back focibly and it was quite painful however it lead to further worsening and i started watching porn when i was just 12.Its quite painful now coz it just became addictive.....plz help me reclaim my life
 
I'm truly sorry for your past trauma - but am glad to see that you're now taking a stand to make the most of your life now. You have already reclaimed your life by doing so - you just need to heal and grow from here.
 
Thanks man. m not gonna lie just by posting it here on forum i just feel like i remove a weight off my heart. I just home i will do just as good as many you guys did.....Wish u luck......thanks again much appreciated
 
What the bullies did to you was outrageous, Jazzy. I've covered up a lot of pain in my past (some of it foreskin related) by losing myself in porn, and now I've discovered that the relief porn gave me came at a great cost. Now I'm trying to get my brain and my sex life back, with the aid of this web site. This is my third day of abstaining from porn, and I'm taking it one day at a time. Congratulations for starting to reclaim your life! Whether or not we do it perfectly, the important thing is that we are trying, and will continue to try, no matter what happens.
 
jazzy said:
Thanks man. m not gonna lie just by posting it here on forum i just feel like i remove a weight off my heart. I just home i will do just as good as many you guys did.....Wish u luck......thanks again much appreciated
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I am also sorry for that situation in your life, you are very strong for being that open and honest about those bullies, as well as your fathers passing. This hits close to home for me because I'll also experienced bullying at a young age, however not to that degree. I'm nearly 24 here and I am also addicted to porn, the fantasies come to me so easy it's kind of saddening. I wish you the best of luck and aspire to be as forthcoming as you.
 
Hello jazzy.
Dealing with trauma you have to remember how we all are like trees in the forest. All the trees are bent and crooked their own way and don`t forget that as humans we are like that. I also would recommend the dog shit story to help you and it goes as follows: imagine going on the sidewalk and being in a hurry you step on a dog shit. Immediately after that you start planning how to scrape it off, but don`t do it. Keep it. Save it when you get back home. Then scrape it all off to the apple tree or cherry tree so the dog shit you stepped on grows into a tasty apple or cherry afterwards. That way you can make it juicy and tasty, but either way don`t forget what you are eating - it`s dog shit ;)
That way keep your trauma or bad things that happened such as that dog shit that works as a fertilizer for your happiness every time you feel down.

Keep it up! :)
 
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