Help please!! 90 days and still suffering

Hello guys!
Im 19 years old i have been on my rebooting process since like 5 months first streak was 24 days, second was 30 and now im at day 90 of my third streak well i had some benefits at the begging but after like day 40-50 i started feeling like shit im too weak, no energy, anxious, depressed, hard to wake up, focusing is good but not like before, panic, i have black colour under my eyes, having some suicidal thoughts and so lazy, and something else that i have my first wet dream at the first month after that i’ve been like +60 days no wet dreams and about my story with fapping... i started fapping when i was 14 years old So its been 5 years now and i was always a hard user like everyday maybe twice i’ve been through all shitty porn categories so please guys i need help here with my situation what to do and how to resist this depression and yea also i have OCD it decreased a bit but i still have it and also im too emotional don’t know why plz guys i need help!
And thank u