So I’m 26, I’ve been married to my husband for 3 years. Together for 7. I love him with all my heart. I recently relapsed after 3 years back in December... since then have watched porn every month each time is like 2-3 weeks apart. I stop for about 2-3 feel great about the progress and then end up using again. I’m so sick of it. the main thing is that I have a very high sex drive. I have since I was a teen, I unfortunately discovered porn at a young age and that had truly messed me up and had such a negative impact. I don’t think I ever had a full blown crazy addiction, but I have used it and I know it’s a problem. My husband and I have sex regularly and it’s amazing. There are no problems with orgasms or anything but my problem I think is that I’m hooked on that feeling. And I crave it a lot. Since my husbands drive is lower than mine, it caused a lot of friction in the beginning of our marriage, but after counseling we finally got to a good spot in our marriage. But then a few months ago out of stupid curiosity and boredom I fell back to the old habit. Like I said it’s not that we don’t have sex it’s just that I want it more, sometimes at night I guess he has no energy and I turn to porn to get off. I want this to stop so badly. I hate it. he has no idea of my struggle and would probably never suspect it either. I’m just so guilty and feel completely awful and disgusted with myself. I start to get anxious and depressed and the whole cycle starts all over again. I want to tell him too... but I can’t even begin to think about how can I? I have never told a single soul about this problem. Any advice would be greatly appreciated... To those that are in a relationship or married, have you told your SO about the problem? And how did they handle it? Is it better to tell them or try to recover on your own?