I bought $60 worth of nail polish, two $20 audio hypnosis clips, and $10 of foot pics. I need desperate help. I have been addicted to PMO since 2014. I mainly watch porn on my iPad and iPhone. I tried porn blockers to no avail. I tried talking to a therapist twice, and they couldn't help me. I feel so stupid having wasted money on my addiction. I went from vanilla porn to extreme porn genres like sissy hypno, to acting out my addiction in real life by catfishing as a woman on Facebook marketplace, and buying foot pics and nail polish. And I paid $40 to this sissy mistress on their website. I never thought I'd spend my own real money on my addiction. God! I'm so stupid. The cause of my addiction is I've been having long term stress being stuck in a toxic, abusive situation where I'm the one being abused emotionally non stop. I'm 25 almost 26 years old now. I thought I could leave it, while looking at porn to cope with the stress. But I just keep escalating and escalating my addiction. What should I do? I had the idea to take photos of my iPad to put up on eBay, but keep chickening out. Then there's my phone, I have to have a phone. Maybe because the screen is small I won't be tempted as much? I am so scared. I'm afraid of myself and what I might do the next time I watch porn. It's nothing illegal but still harmful to myself.