Okay.... so here goes... This is literally my first time talking about this. I am a 23 year old straight virgin male and since a young age I have had a spandex (under armour, running tights etc.) / sports gear (football & rugby jerseys, tight fitting running tops etc.) fetish. I have only ever looked at porn/ photos that included sports gear and have no attraction to girls whatsoever unless they were wearing spandex/ sports gear. I have even found myself jacking off to guys in gear, mostly because porn including gear is hard to come by and normally has male actors. To make matters worse I also have a masturbation addition (currently around 3 times per day). This will be to any photo or video with someone wearing sports gear, male or female. This addiction and exclusive fetish has caused me to develop a fear of not performing in a sexual situation, has destroyed my self esteem, and caused me to think things that probably aren't even true (that I have a small penis, horrible body etc.). Long story short, I have avoided sex for 23 years. I want to do two things: Reboot and Develop a "normal" sexual preference for women, rather than sports gear. I thought this warranted a post because I feel like I have two battles to win here and I have no idea where to begin. Should I start trying to masturbate to "normal" porn to try and "deprogram" the fetish? Or should I "wean" myself off it before stopping completely? eg. go to 2 per day to once per day, to once every few days etc. Sorry for the mess of a post, this is a big thing for me and I don't really have my thoughts straight at the minute.