Here I go

Hi, im 18, male and im addicted to porn. I watch porn and masturbate on a daily basis and have been doing to for years, i cont go more than 4 or 5 days normally without watching porn or masturbating and thats usually using something to distract me like going away for a week.

I started watching porn at a fairly young age as i think i matured pretty quickly as a child and not long after that i started to masturbate, i've been doing it ever since multiple times a day. ive tried a few times in the past to cut down on this to no avail, each time feeling more and more like it was a hopeless task, i dont mean to sound overdramatic by saying that but i do feel that way and i feel almost ashamed to be this way. I dont want my day to be dictated by wathcing porn anymore.

Writing a post on here is extremely hard for me for multiple reasons. I am naturally an extremely shy person and i dont like even posting a comment on youtube let alone talk about something im ashamed of, immnormally the sort of person to stay in the background and let others speak but im hoping by speaking here maybe it will be the motivation i need to stop my habit.

I would like to finish this ramble of a post off by thanking anyone who took the time to read this, i just kinda wrote anything that came to mind, as i said im not used to this so i wouldnt be surprised if it wasn't even coherent. So thank you for reading and heres to a fapless future

 

Thank you, it's reassuring to hear that and I am sure that if we put our mind to it, we can achieve this. As much as I don't want to admit it but I had a large ammount of things- shall I say- stored on 2 memory sticks, to cement that i'm doing this I've just snapped them in two, I feel this is the first step for me

 

At the moment my current thoughts are to remove all pornographic content from my home, i inten to use the day tracker to keep me motivated and have already signed up to the layers of hell challenge to push myself. I intend to try and keep myself busy and whenever my thoughts drift ill visit here and remind myself why im doing this

 

https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/dantes-divine-comedy-the-challenge.33292/
Couldnt remember the name when typing the reply, its the dantes divine comedy challenge, basically you have to work your way up through the layers of hell, going up a level every 14 days, if you want to know more or sign up i've provided a link

 

Thank you, im going to use that list to try and break old habbits, i feel keeping the door open will be a big help for me, because as said in the post i won't want to pmo if people can see

 

just started my log today, had a really busy day yesterday so didn't get chance to start it sorry

 

thanks, even though i know i'm not its nice to see i'm not the only one