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New Fapstronaut
Just turned 40 and looking to improve myself I guess and maybe get some more free time.

On day 9 atm, I have watched a little bit of porn over the last few days with no touching (Should I reset?) so still not fully there but working on it.

Cheers
 
Welcome! Im on day 7 and still new. I'd be careful about watching P since your resolve might not be strong enough to abstain the next time..thats a slippery slope, but we all define what we want to achieve from NoFap individually, so stick with whatever goal you set! You decide if need to reset or not based on your goal. Hope that helps...Keep up the good work!
 
Actually I`ve been watching some jap picking up amateur porn but mostly fast forwarding past the porn bit to check out out the conversations. (bizarre, but happy not to be mainly interested in the visual). I`ve been mostly tempted in the mornings after I wake up tent pole style and if I get a break in the middle of the day, mainly so I can take a nap (not sleeping well atm).

Otherwise some really worrying tendencies. Since the wife isn`t co-operating usually I would empty myself and try not to let it bother me too much. However since I blocked one avenue of relief only one other suggests itself and I find myself going out of my way (unconsciously) to attract alternative attention with quite a bit of success (not that it isn`t good for my ego, and probably explains my previously mentioned language lessons).
Still It`s not something I really want to follow through with so I`m sort of hoping the dead period will give me a break from worrying about this.
 
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