Hermit Life

I've always been an hermit, since i was a kid. This kind of lifestyle led me to increase my knowledge and my phisical fitness way more than my peers.
But the only thing holding me back from a truly complete life is porn.
I want to quit it so bad, but every time it crawls back in my mind.
It's not easy to quit porn, but i managed to do it for about 6 months, and god was it amazing. So much time, energy, strenght. I trained at the gym, did MMA and almost competed in a real fight, read dozens of books and I was always filled with motivation.
Looking to get there once again