Hi, everyone! Nice to meet you all. I'm very excited about getting involved in NoFap community. I'm 16 years old male currently in school. I've been using porn since I was 12. Ever since that, I'd always feel gross and very guilty while masturbating and/or watching porn, even though I know that having sexual desire is normal. I've tried several times going without masturbating and/or watching porn, but the longest I've held it was 21 days. At first it wasn't that hard for me, but within the last seconds before masturbating, I really couldn't stop myself. It was like that I was being controlled, lol. I know, sounds kind of dumb, but I'm just being honest. It just makes me feel really gross and guilty, I'm sorry to offend anybody by that, but it's just what I feel. I wish to stop masturbating for once and all. This is my day 1! Hopefully, I'll find support here and get help. I wish you the best of luck! -Nikita.