Hey guys, what is your motivation?

To have a choice. To be free.

 

To feel a real connection with others and feel real emotion rather than seeing the world though a prism

 

I laughed hard with compassion at your innocent honesty, friend. I know the feeling so well. Wishing you much success, happiness, progress in your quest.

 

My motivation is to enhance my mental focus, remember what I've learned, to finish projects, eradicate procrastination, to flow freely deeply intimately and confidently in my love for a woman, to embrace commitment with a full mind and body, to replace that acidulous anxiety eating away my aura with a hearty manifold confidence that laughs at danger while growing the masculine meat on my thickening bones. To have the gall to approach that impossibly beautiful woman in the bar who couldn't have cared less that I exist and to win her affection with my high, high mojo, then decide openly whether she is worthy of me.

 

My motivation is to be a better person, to enjoy all that life has to offer. To be able to be close to family and friends, and have clarity of mind. To become a useful person in this world and do good. To accomplish things and be productive. To somehow find that I am not as twisted as I think I am. To know that beneath all this torture is a decent person that is capable of having loving sex with another person who is on the same page and near the same age. Yep.

 

I want to be that boy!

What I mean is that I want to be the guy that I look up to. I wanna be confident, have a clean mind, a clean conscience and be able to follow my dreams. Progression is needed on my part and the first step is getting rid of this addiction.