Levi Stross
Fapstronaut
The first time I watched porn was 3 yrs ago, it was one of the worst things that ever happened to me l. Before that, I only masturbated 5-8 times in my entire life, I literally destroyed myself in one day. Ever since I’ve had my ups and down..
I always tried to quit. After the first time I promised myself, Levi, never again!
And of course, I’m still here.
Last year I’ve managed to stop on my own, for a month, then for two. Then I relapsed, did a month again. Relapsed, and so on.
Here I am today, clean from porn for a week plus, and I hope I’ll never again say that I relapsed. That’s it. I’m better then this.
I want to enter the stage of marriage clean. Clean of lust. Clean of thoughts. And having my sperm retained to the extent, that my attraction to my future wife will be absolutely extraordinary.
I’ve read a lot of cool and interesting things on the forums here, and I’m in for quitting porn, masturbation, fantasies, wet dreams, soft porn, and anything that is considered inappropriate.
That’s it. I’m done. This is the end and a new beginning.
If you read my post until here, maybe you’re a suitable candidate for an accountability partner. I’ve been reading that it makes a huge difference, and I think it can make the difference between this steak and my previous ones. This one is forever.
Hit me up with All the advice you have. All of it
I always tried to quit. After the first time I promised myself, Levi, never again!
And of course, I’m still here.
Last year I’ve managed to stop on my own, for a month, then for two. Then I relapsed, did a month again. Relapsed, and so on.
Here I am today, clean from porn for a week plus, and I hope I’ll never again say that I relapsed. That’s it. I’m better then this.
I want to enter the stage of marriage clean. Clean of lust. Clean of thoughts. And having my sperm retained to the extent, that my attraction to my future wife will be absolutely extraordinary.
I’ve read a lot of cool and interesting things on the forums here, and I’m in for quitting porn, masturbation, fantasies, wet dreams, soft porn, and anything that is considered inappropriate.
That’s it. I’m done. This is the end and a new beginning.
If you read my post until here, maybe you’re a suitable candidate for an accountability partner. I’ve been reading that it makes a huge difference, and I think it can make the difference between this steak and my previous ones. This one is forever.
Hit me up with All the advice you have. All of it
