hey.

i just got on this site to try and change my life for the better i was 11 when i first got exposed to porn and it just snowballed by 11 i was taken from normal school and put into online school and by 12 i ran into a girl named A.S she told me to send nudes or she would leave. so me being stupid i did it because i wanted to have that friend not knowing that this isnt friendship then it became a game of cat and mouse with my parents they would shut porn down and i would just find a new way to get it. but now heres why im here........i ran out they got me i couldent find anymore access to it then i was talking to real people and sending pics.....they took that too then with withdrawls my sibling got the worst of it........i feel sick to this day about it and regret it but then.............i found it again and started talking to people there was this girl that was 4 years younger then me and she gave me the attention i craved and at that moment i knew it was wrong i just didnt care parents saw and everything went to shit. that was last night. im coming onto here for an attempt to stop and try to be a functional human before i turn 18.