Hey

I moved this post from a previous thread believing I should start my own. I'm new to the site but needed a place to record my progress and excape to when I need a place out of my head. I have been fapping for over 40 years. Almost daily. In my teens I used to aim for a daily record. I once did it 7 times in one day. Not sure if that is someting to admit or not. I have fapped while driving, at work, in public restrooms, alone, with friends. I stop now and think about it and it all sounds rather nasty. I have tried to quit before, but it is always short lived. I started porn about 10+ years ago. Mostly gay watching girls made me feel dirty or creeepy or something. I am married with two kids. I want to be able to give more of me to my wife instead of feeling like I am cheating her. Feel like a more appropriate man for my daughters to look up to. Clean up the small corners of my mind and eliminate the inuendos that creep from my mouth because in the back of my mind there is this secret world. Not sure how much of this make since but here I am. Maybe with anonomous support I can achieve more. Maybe having this screen to report to, will give me the extra support needed. At any rate here is to a new adventure and a new beginning.