exia26
Fapstronaut
Hi there!
I'm a masturbation addict who usually never miss a day without it for almost 6 years. I don't remember the age that I first watched porn but my addiction started 6 years ago. After some time I started to watch porn less and less but started fapping to pics of the girls I know from school and such. And it became an addiction that way. At first I was feeling so much guilt after I do it thinking of a friend but time after time it became my routine. I also became addicted to instagram to check if any of my friends shared any kinda sexy photo so I can immediately masturbate.
Day by day I felt that I was not the same building up friendship with females. I was sad but I just could not stop the thing I do when I go home. After some time I started to have no guilt doing it for these photos and I guess I hit the bottom. I always knew about NoFap but I could not find enough confidence enough to do it because masturbating to instagram photos was the thing I enjoy the most in my life. I am finally here and confessed everything. I am hoping to get rid of this sickness. I do not think I will be able to start with the 90 days but I will go step by step , choosing a bigger goal after I complete the former one. I'm also open to your ideas. I do not know if I am supposed to talk about myself more to find good friends that will help me but in case it is: I am 22, like to watch netflix or anime, like most kind of music, online games and lots of other things. Thanks in advance.
I'm a masturbation addict who usually never miss a day without it for almost 6 years. I don't remember the age that I first watched porn but my addiction started 6 years ago. After some time I started to watch porn less and less but started fapping to pics of the girls I know from school and such. And it became an addiction that way. At first I was feeling so much guilt after I do it thinking of a friend but time after time it became my routine. I also became addicted to instagram to check if any of my friends shared any kinda sexy photo so I can immediately masturbate.
Day by day I felt that I was not the same building up friendship with females. I was sad but I just could not stop the thing I do when I go home. After some time I started to have no guilt doing it for these photos and I guess I hit the bottom. I always knew about NoFap but I could not find enough confidence enough to do it because masturbating to instagram photos was the thing I enjoy the most in my life. I am finally here and confessed everything. I am hoping to get rid of this sickness. I do not think I will be able to start with the 90 days but I will go step by step , choosing a bigger goal after I complete the former one. I'm also open to your ideas. I do not know if I am supposed to talk about myself more to find good friends that will help me but in case it is: I am 22, like to watch netflix or anime, like most kind of music, online games and lots of other things. Thanks in advance.
