Hi all, New member to this forum. Male, mid 20s and I'm now officially on my 9th day without PMO. I've watched porn and masturbated since 2012. I was initially fap free a weeks ago but I relapsed back and had to start over on the 15th of this month.
Now my problem wasn't relapsing to porn as I haven't watched porn now for almost a month. It's more so seeing certain voluptuous/curvy women in real life outside (and to a lesser extent on Instagram) and immediately having thoughts of them which leads me to masturbating or "edging". I saw 2 voluptuous women yesterday which I had strong thoughts of. One walking down the street to her apartment building and another one at my workplace. I'm on my 9th day but I haven't really experienced too much of a change from my usual self. Honestly, I feel a bit more frustrated than before masturbating. I guess I also have a bit more energy. But I don't expect immediate results so I'm trying not to be too hard on myself for now.
Anyhow just wanted to let you all know how I'm doing on my journey so far. #roadto30
Now my problem wasn't relapsing to porn as I haven't watched porn now for almost a month. It's more so seeing certain voluptuous/curvy women in real life outside (and to a lesser extent on Instagram) and immediately having thoughts of them which leads me to masturbating or "edging". I saw 2 voluptuous women yesterday which I had strong thoughts of. One walking down the street to her apartment building and another one at my workplace. I'm on my 9th day but I haven't really experienced too much of a change from my usual self. Honestly, I feel a bit more frustrated than before masturbating. I guess I also have a bit more energy. But I don't expect immediate results so I'm trying not to be too hard on myself for now.
Anyhow just wanted to let you all know how I'm doing on my journey so far. #roadto30