Hi, I have been married to my wife for about two years now. I used to PMO in prior to marriage, but after the marriage, I felt like I was freed from the desire and guilt of PMO. However, after the marriage, there were two occasion where I had went back to PMO, both times were when she was away for longer than a week. She was very furious when she came back and I confessed. I feel that my action is also affecting her state of heart and mind, making her into a person who she does not want to be. As for me, I have realized my mind is still weak against controlling PMO just like before I married. I have thought I have overcame PMO, but once left alone, it is still hard to fight it off. If I was on my own, I won't be able to become a happy person living my life free from addiction. I want to confront myself on this matter, and develop a strong mind to have control over myself and my life.