Dusty_G
Fapstronaut
hey guys. 14 year old kid here. I joined this site to help me put some responsibility and accountability on my reboot attempts. I’ve tried to reboot once before but only lasted three days. I think making myself post up a progress report will aid this.
I guess I should get into my reasons for rebooting. I have two main fantasies in my head. One that I actually want to happen and that is healthy and has slowly built up over the past four years or so. It basically just imagines me getting in a relationship with a girl I like and usually doesn’t involve much sexual behaviour at all. I used to be able to masturbate to this idea basically until eight months after I discovered masturbation when I was ten. Then I found porn, and a second fantasy developed. This one is just what can make me orgasm the fastest and as such has been building very quickly and is extremely influenced by porn. I want to merge the first healthy fantasy that is actually me and the second one being what can make me orgasm. I can only get off to some very extreme porn and it’s become a serious problem for me recently. It’s like I’m a different person when I’m jacking off and that person is extremely impulsive and hateable. I think a reboot will help me greatly with this. Tomorrow I’ll come back here to explain my strategies and after that I will do a daily progress report every day until day 30. After that I’ll do a daily progress report every three days. Thanks to all of you at NoFap and wish me luck!
I guess I should get into my reasons for rebooting. I have two main fantasies in my head. One that I actually want to happen and that is healthy and has slowly built up over the past four years or so. It basically just imagines me getting in a relationship with a girl I like and usually doesn’t involve much sexual behaviour at all. I used to be able to masturbate to this idea basically until eight months after I discovered masturbation when I was ten. Then I found porn, and a second fantasy developed. This one is just what can make me orgasm the fastest and as such has been building very quickly and is extremely influenced by porn. I want to merge the first healthy fantasy that is actually me and the second one being what can make me orgasm. I can only get off to some very extreme porn and it’s become a serious problem for me recently. It’s like I’m a different person when I’m jacking off and that person is extremely impulsive and hateable. I think a reboot will help me greatly with this. Tomorrow I’ll come back here to explain my strategies and after that I will do a daily progress report every day until day 30. After that I’ll do a daily progress report every three days. Thanks to all of you at NoFap and wish me luck!
