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What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?

 

I can relate to what you just posted. Although I was not familiar with the term "nofap" but I was trying to go on nofap for the past decade. Every new year came and decided to nofap, but relapsed in around 4th or 5th January. Then decided to nofap after my birthdays. Decided to nofap at the start of every month. N number of times I decided in a particular day, I will fap all day and when the clock strucks 12:00 midnight, will go on nofap but like it is said - tomorrow never comes. Get this straight, it does take an immense amount of will power filled with acknowledgement that we have a mental sickness , that it is not okay to masturbate to porn , that it is draining your "creative time" if not your creative ability. You know you want out of this cat and mouse game.

Here is a bit of motivation...
Imagine you are Neo from matrix.

Majority of the population will tell you that it is okay to watch porn and masturbate.

Morpheus: I imagine that right now, you're feeling a bit like Alice. Hmm? Tumbling down the rabbit hole?
Neo: You could say that.
Morpheus: I see it in your eyes. You have the look of a man who accepts what he sees because he is expecting to wake up. Ironically, that's not far from the truth. Do you believe in fate, Neo?
Neo: No.
Morpheus: Why not?
Neo: Because I don't like the idea that I'm not in control of my life.
Morpheus: Let me tell you why you're here. You're here because you know something. What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire life, that there's something wrong with the world. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad. It is this feeling that has brought you to me. Do you know what I'm talking about?
Neo: Porn Masturbation Orgasm.
Morpheus: Yes, this Porn is everywhere. It is all around us. Even now, in this very room. You can see it when you look in the magazine or when you turn on your PC. You can feel it when you go to work... when you go to church... when you pay your taxes. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth.
Neo: What truth?
Morpheus: That you are a slave to PMO, Neo. Like everyone else you were born into bondage. Into a prison that you cannot taste or see or touch. A prison for your mind.
I'm trying to free your mind, Neo. But I can only show you the door. You're the one that has to walk through it.
Free your mind.
Neo: Whoa.
Neo: Why does my penis feels weird?
Morpheus: You've never rested it before.
Sooner or later you're going to realize just as I did that there's a difference between knowing nofap and walking the nofap path.

 

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