Hi, I'm Syden.

Hi peeps, I'm Syden. I'm 18 years old, and I'm from Philippines. I'm new to NoFap, I started about 2 weeks ago, and I lost my streak today. When I started it, I wasn't really taking it too serious, but rather, I simply wanted to stay away from porn and fapping to heighten my testosterone levels as well as reboot my reward receptors. I used to be a porn addict but I'm trying to change that, because within those 2 weeks of not fapping, I noticed significant changes such as a deeper voice, confidence, lesser social anxiety, wanting to be productive (actually managed to write 3 songs in that duration) and mental clarity. Before, I always wondered why I was careless, stupid and dumb, and more prone into lying (just to impress people) till I found that it was because I fapped like 3x everyday most of the year.

But yeah. Today, I relapsed, but it don't mean I'm giving up. When I relapsed, I've gained the courage to resist future urges. I mean, within those 2 weeks, I was capable of resisting urges and I'm pretty sure I could do it again.

I'm gonna be a 90 day streak "fapstronaut" and I'm gonna become the best version of myself.

That's all, cheers!