Hi everyone! I'm Lefty Tracy, I'm 33 years old and I started watching porn as a child. I was curious at the beginning and I remember it was fun, but when the internet arrived I was a young teenager, I got obsessed about it and just couln't stop. It has affected my whole sexual behavior till the point I don't really know how I would be without it, I was already an addicted before I got my first kiss. I was never able to focus during sexual intercouses with my partners, I always had big trouble trying to feel pleasure without watching porn and I still have to close my eyes, freeze and think about porn when I'm having sex with my boyfriend if I want to enjoy physically. At this point I feel sick about it, I'm bored of the situation and I know he is too. Last year I tried to stop and I noticed that my sexual behaviour got better, more natural and sensitive, but I really missed porn and I guess I was lacy, so I failed. I keep going to porn for every reason, if I'm happy or sad, if I feel lonely, stressed, scared, I love it and makes me feel better for a while but it's obviously hurting me. Now I'd like to try again, more seriously this time. But I don't think I can do this without help. So hi, I've been addicted like forever and I really wanna get to know how it feels to have a healthy sexual life. Thank you so much, best whises to all of you!