I'm so exhausted with my life right now. My husbands addiction has become my obsession. I have confronted him before about it which has led to sneaky news from both of us. He knows and now tries to hide his porn use but I am now super spy. I cannot believe how much porn he actually watches and wonder were he finds the time. He watches ten videos this morning. I am so tired and wish I could leave. I do however love him and we have two young children. I just needed to reach out and say this to someone.