Hi

My names Ken. As a kid I was taken advantage of by a lady who lived with us. I thought I enjoyed it but as I got older it dawned on me just how warped my thinking was, and so I used porn and masturbation to numb myself to any and everything. I was 11 when I first saw porn, now I'm 22. I fap up to 4 times a day everyday, and it's gotten bad because I've gained an addiction to smoking weed while masturbating to heighten the sensual pleasure. I no longer want to do this. I've been pulled over by police and it was embarrassing as hell being walked on fapping in my car by a policeman. At the same time I now have a girlfriend whom I can't cum for when we have sex. I don't know what to expect from this site, but I'm ready to fucking stop.