god0fthunder
New Fapstronaut
Hey everyone, I'm Cam.
Let me tell you, I was completely abstinent from sex until I reached the age of 24. That's when I met my wife. For more than the first month of our relationship, I didn't masturbate or look at porn at all. And our relationship was really good. Looking back, our relationship started to falter when two things happened.
1. When we started having sex.
2. When I took up masturbation and/or porn as a hobby again.
There is a long story of our relationship and me trying to abstain and me doing relatively well, but as it turned out, I married a woman with multiple personality disorder, borderline personality disorder, or schizoid personality disorder. So, we were pretty doomed from the get-go. But now, after just two months in, she has left me. And that follows a miscarriage and me getting chlamydia from her due to her sexual promiscuity.
Long story short, her personality issues and her sexuality's mastery over her has led to me being left alone and by myself for the first time in a little while. And I don't want my sexuality to control me, rather, I want to control my sexuality. I want to be a "superhero."
So here I am. I want to do this. I want to be a part of your community and to set myself up for success in the future. Masturbating 5 or more times a day can't be healthy and I want to change that.
So I hope you guys can help.
Thanks,
Cam
Let me tell you, I was completely abstinent from sex until I reached the age of 24. That's when I met my wife. For more than the first month of our relationship, I didn't masturbate or look at porn at all. And our relationship was really good. Looking back, our relationship started to falter when two things happened.
1. When we started having sex.
2. When I took up masturbation and/or porn as a hobby again.
There is a long story of our relationship and me trying to abstain and me doing relatively well, but as it turned out, I married a woman with multiple personality disorder, borderline personality disorder, or schizoid personality disorder. So, we were pretty doomed from the get-go. But now, after just two months in, she has left me. And that follows a miscarriage and me getting chlamydia from her due to her sexual promiscuity.
Long story short, her personality issues and her sexuality's mastery over her has led to me being left alone and by myself for the first time in a little while. And I don't want my sexuality to control me, rather, I want to control my sexuality. I want to be a "superhero."
So here I am. I want to do this. I want to be a part of your community and to set myself up for success in the future. Masturbating 5 or more times a day can't be healthy and I want to change that.
So I hope you guys can help.
Thanks,
Cam
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