hi

I´m here to share with you guys, because I don´t know anybody in real life who I could talk to about this.
Im Sebooo from Germany, and I´m addicted. To masturbation, to orgasm and, I guess, to pornography. I fap multiple times a day, almost every morning after waking up, and usualy before sleeping. And whenever else I feel like it. Afterwards, im tired and anxious to talk and interact with people and completely Introverted and often sad. And I´m sick quite often, I think that is connected as well.

I started with 10 or so, and now I am 22, and I just want the power to leave this burden behind and finally be able to enjoy life without this constant filter in my brain. I tried NoFap several times for multiple days, and those were amazing days. Which is why I´m pretty sure of the positive Impact NoFap will have for me, if I just find the power to do it.
It also affects my sex life, and I think about some possibly amazing experiences I literally didn´t have the balls to do, and I´m so annoyed by myself.

Yeah and I feel angry for strugling so much with this, but now writing this feels good and with your help and the motivation of regular posts I want to try it again, and again, until it works. My goal is 90 days for a deep reset of my habits, hope to be able to do this soon.

Thanks for reading.
Wish you all the best and stay strong!

 

Thank you guys for the motivation and the Links, will reed that soon.
Today was a successful day 1 and i´m full of motivation

Stay strong and happy!

 

Thank you!
Good thought to take it step by step, 90 days is the big goal way ahead, I´ll be okay with taking a few attempts I guess.

Good luck to you too