High levels of aggresiveness and wet dreams

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by stoic ascension, Mar 17, 2022.

  1. stoic ascension

    stoic ascension New Fapstronaut

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    So I'm practicing NoFap, I'm currently 17 days in without porn and feeling great. I've been enjoying a lot of the benefits, namely that my attraction for real women is returning. Whilst I was doing PMO I used to never feel like making a move with women but now it's the total opposite, I've found myself wanting to be dominant, to physically take women and kiss them.

    I've also found myself just being totally unafraid of confrontation. I'm a bartender so I frequently get into situations that could lead to something physical, before I would literally do my best to be apologetic and avoid any type of escalation at all costs. Recently I've been noticing that I just don't do that anymore, I've had guys get in my face and there is just this itching voice in the back of my head that is hoping they try to do something so I can get in a fight with them.

    I feel like my testosterone is always at an 11 now and I'm hyper-masculine. I have pretty much needed to go the gym to lift heavy every day to get all this aggression out. Last night I had a wet dream and in the dream, I was in the gym setting up a mat to spar with a buddy and some guy called me a pussy then walked away. I literally lost my shit and was shouting at him to come back and say it to my face. Then I dreamed about having sex and had a wet dream.

    Whilst I was PMO'ing I used to exclusively go out with female friends, I'd go on girls nights with coworkers. Now, I actually had to stop doing that. I am so polarizing now that the girls I go out with either start flirting and get sexual with me or they totally dislike me.

    So yeah, that's been my experience so far. I literally feel like I am becoming a man for the first time in my life.
     
  2. Aod Dhan

    Aod Dhan Fapstronaut

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    So being a man is all about aggression and domination?????
     
  3. mark andrews

    mark andrews Fapstronaut

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    great stuff man... semen retention and a good nofap streak gives you some good amount of testosterone that activates ur masculinity whether you like it or not. am happy for you. stay focused, stay strong, stay away from instagram, twitter, youtube.... basically the whole internet and find an engaging hobby.

    About the aggressiveness, its just the testosterone and you can use that new found energy to work out and maybe join a gym boxing class or any other fighting alternative.
     

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