Pathofsuccess_1
Fapstronaut
Something crazy happened. Not good.
I was on a 14 day streak just 3 days ago. I was feeling good for the most part, but with some withdrawal symptoms.
When I unfortunately gave in and I fapped that night, I binged. Up until last night. 48 hours in total.
I remember my brain fog turned into head pressure when I was edging probably from the sudden dopamine flood in the brain.
Im back on it today and I am definitely not relapsing after this crazy stuff happened. But yes, you can say that it was an allergic reaction not caused by fapping. But it was correlated directly with it when it happened, and everything I used those days were not different than any other day, the only thing I did was fap again. 14 times.
The first night passed of binges, and I woke up in the middle of the night with mild HIVES. Yes. A backstory real quick, I tend to ocd relapse to the point where I don’t even want to anymore, and i believe my body reacted to what I did this time.
after the next morning though yesterday morning, they were gone.
But yesterday I binged again!
it was the worst decision ever.
I remember my ocd kept me doing it, but hives started to form again until they were bad by the time I went to bed last night.
I woke up at about 2:30 am COVERED with hives. On my face, legs, arms, and neck.
the were itching badly.
I then went to bad after since the cause was clearly obvious, then I woke up 2 hours later with less itching, but my wrists were SWOLLEN.
Then I went back to bed a bit concerned.
I woke up a couple more hours later and my hands were swollen, not too bad, but you could definitely notice. My ankles were also a bit more itchy too.
First step for me, STOP PMO.
NOTHING comes good of it, and in my case, something serious could have happened!
This REALLY woke me up.
Now, as I’m writing this, my hands have gone down for the most part, and my hives are almost completely gone.
Does anyone know anything about this? I would assume not, but if you do, I would like to know.
I thought my body could’ve released histamine in defense to the large amount of chemicals in my system after that unnecessary binge or my nervous system had a reaction to the binge. No pmo is necessary though PERIOD.
This has truly scared the shit out of me!
I was on a 14 day streak just 3 days ago. I was feeling good for the most part, but with some withdrawal symptoms.
When I unfortunately gave in and I fapped that night, I binged. Up until last night. 48 hours in total.
I remember my brain fog turned into head pressure when I was edging probably from the sudden dopamine flood in the brain.
Im back on it today and I am definitely not relapsing after this crazy stuff happened. But yes, you can say that it was an allergic reaction not caused by fapping. But it was correlated directly with it when it happened, and everything I used those days were not different than any other day, the only thing I did was fap again. 14 times.
The first night passed of binges, and I woke up in the middle of the night with mild HIVES. Yes. A backstory real quick, I tend to ocd relapse to the point where I don’t even want to anymore, and i believe my body reacted to what I did this time.
after the next morning though yesterday morning, they were gone.
But yesterday I binged again!
it was the worst decision ever.
I remember my ocd kept me doing it, but hives started to form again until they were bad by the time I went to bed last night.
I woke up at about 2:30 am COVERED with hives. On my face, legs, arms, and neck.
the were itching badly.
I then went to bad after since the cause was clearly obvious, then I woke up 2 hours later with less itching, but my wrists were SWOLLEN.
Then I went back to bed a bit concerned.
I woke up a couple more hours later and my hands were swollen, not too bad, but you could definitely notice. My ankles were also a bit more itchy too.
First step for me, STOP PMO.
NOTHING comes good of it, and in my case, something serious could have happened!
This REALLY woke me up.
Now, as I’m writing this, my hands have gone down for the most part, and my hives are almost completely gone.
Does anyone know anything about this? I would assume not, but if you do, I would like to know.
I thought my body could’ve released histamine in defense to the large amount of chemicals in my system after that unnecessary binge or my nervous system had a reaction to the binge. No pmo is necessary though PERIOD.
This has truly scared the shit out of me!
