lothlorien9900
New Fapstronaut
Hello fellow NoFap members. I am new to this website, so if you want to give me advice, I'm all ears!
Basically my story is I started noticing beautiful women at a young age and having crushes and such and around 11 or 12 I started watching porn every day and masturbating multiple times a day. I started to realize around 16 that porn was impacting me negatively and that's when I found this community. Ever since around the time I started porn, I think I have been less attracted to women in real life, and this has caused me to question my sexual orientation. Lately, I've been noticing that I get hard easier if I look at pictures of men, yet in real life I don't seem to be too attracted to men. I am not sure if my sexuality has changed naturally to be more bisexual or even gay, or porn has caused my brain to change. I will be doing non PMO now to see if this helps. Also, I suffer from HOCD and am getting better, as I went to see a therapist about it. Also, one question: while doing non PMO, is looking at sexualized pictures of people without fapping not a good thing?
Basically my story is I started noticing beautiful women at a young age and having crushes and such and around 11 or 12 I started watching porn every day and masturbating multiple times a day. I started to realize around 16 that porn was impacting me negatively and that's when I found this community. Ever since around the time I started porn, I think I have been less attracted to women in real life, and this has caused me to question my sexual orientation. Lately, I've been noticing that I get hard easier if I look at pictures of men, yet in real life I don't seem to be too attracted to men. I am not sure if my sexuality has changed naturally to be more bisexual or even gay, or porn has caused my brain to change. I will be doing non PMO now to see if this helps. Also, I suffer from HOCD and am getting better, as I went to see a therapist about it. Also, one question: while doing non PMO, is looking at sexualized pictures of people without fapping not a good thing?
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