Hocd

Porn can mess with your brain in many ways. After watching so much porn, you can become bored of what you consider normal or vanilla, and escalate into more taboo subjects. I have been down that path and became addicted to gay porn, but after a long time of trying to quit and decreasing my PMO habits a ton, I was able to recover somewhat normal sexual tastes and now I find gay porn and gay fantasies to be very repulsive. Quit porn and masturbation and never look back. When it comes to HOCD, you must let the thoughts be, you have to ignore them and act like they do not bother you. When you get anxiety just let it sit in your stomach, it will be hard at first but you will see results after doing it for some time. I been where you were, depressed and I thought suicide was my only option, but noFap and seeing a therapist helped me and I once again became happy.

 

Leave porn and your life will improve porn does not define your sexuality are just pixels.