Dude we have to, there's no other way.
Yeah it's been rough. When you are that way it is so hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, until suddenly you notice how pleasant that cup of tea is and how beautiful the leaves look outside and slowly but surely you start doing things again and finding enjoyment in the small things. How is your journey coming along?
I woke up very fatigued and my dick felt like it was gonna fall off and my emotions were intense, like intense sadness, guilt and despair and I just started thinking to myself how I am withering in this empty room and how I am slowly decaying and becoming weaker etc. not good thoughts. Barely ate anything and pretty much laid down all day and browsed 4chan. This predicament is like a financial graph, the yearly trend is positive but there are some very deep dips and some very steep highs. Today for example I got a random erection and it caught me off guard, I had almost forgotten it was even possible.