hope. how to beat flatline,negativity and urges. guy with severe ed done 30 days

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  1. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    day 0-10
    its was same usual day when i restarted my streak.
    i avoided computer phone etc. and just focused on study and classes.
    then i realised its past 10 days but what made me insecure was FLATLINE. i mean i feel so impotent after years of over pmo.
    no urges to pmo or internet. and i had a nightfall,crazily it was a gay dream. and it was maybe first time i had one.if i would have gone deeper in this thought i would have again sent in loop of hell. well i didn't.
    days 10-20
    my organ was still a micro and sleeping one but my balls grew slowly. experienced feeble erections. but was happy that i got the start. no dangerous browsing. not working out and complications again sent me back to computer. but didnt use it to search those things. thankfully some sacred 9-10 days begin in which we people practise self control penance etc. embarassingly i had second night fall and it was quite disturbing but didnt give much thought to it(thankfully).
    day 20-30
    i didnt journal this time just minded my actions. it made the days to go away normally. people focus on not doing that thing again instead of just doing the right thing. as it was our sacred days so no question of relapsing. some day dreams occur and that short pulpy female body again became attractive.
    long way to go i.e 90 days
    well i still have ED but feel more masculine and didnt work on fitness and meditation so including them in next 60 days. also much internet and not studying is problem. i just wanted to celebrate myself so posted it.
    remeber simplicity is key
  2. vad

    vad Fapstronaut

    Well done!
    Pati_ryu and control your life like this.
  3. LetsGetStarted

    LetsGetStarted Fapstronaut

    Flatline is the same for me man, no libido whatsoever. While in my porn days I would be horny for porn. First 10 days I had some urges but after that no more.
    Morning wood came back though. This my second ‘real’ streak, first real streak I had morning wood after 40 days, now after 15, quite the progress I guess. First streak was 87 days, relapsed a dozen of times after that and now started my second streak.

    You are a few days ahead of me well done, keep it going mate Im coming for ya.
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  4. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    yeah haha all the best man gud day
  5. quit@porn

    [email protected] Fapstronaut

    Yes I also observiled fltline and it makes insecure.... I last time released and still in relpsed phase only to check my self.....i have not achieved still 30 days target yet..... Guide me bro. How how do u feel now
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  6. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    lets say there is no flatline and there you are with perfect health and libido now would u go back to old habit if destroying life for only pleasure?
    take a vow to not give in to urges and then flatline become helpful as u dont feel aroused all the time.
  7. Day 56 still in flatline rn
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  8. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

  9. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    just count flatline as a gift that helps you to stay clean.
  10. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    the rest of my journey is in my journal..will update here when reach day 45 60 and 75 90
  11. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    all the best.

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