Hopeful to start a new life

WilliamWonka

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Hi All,

Pleasure to meet you all.

My name is William and I've been struggling with PMO Addiction even before puberty hit. I had been exposed to porn and masturbation from childhood (circa 10 years old) and still struggling up till now, of 26 years of age. This lead me to other addictions such as obesity and has kept me in this pit ever since. It has ruined my first relationships as they were based only on sexual gratification. Moreover as things got worse, removed my sex drive completely and suffer from PIED. Because of this together with my low-self esteem from obesity and depression, led me not to engage in relationships anymore and living in depression. I also have been constantly living a lie, and feel I misswd a lot all because I never wanted to change.Lately I had an experience with a girl which made me regret not ever taking action on this. I want to live free and even though I feel it's too late and that the damage is irreversible, I want to take the only chance I have left. I want to heal. All of you are the heroes I've been waiting for. Really want to follow on your footsteps.
 
Welcome and good luck to you on your journey. It all starts with the desire to change.
 
It's great to have you here William; we're the same age, and by the sound of things we've had pretty similar journey!

It is never too late, you will begin to heal, and you are not alone.
 
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