So, I have a VERY attractive female friend (beautiful face, body and personality) who is 10+ years younger than me and we've been friends for 10+ years . . . and yes, I would say that she has friendzoned me (that dopey smile seems appropriate) This woman really seems to enjoy the fact that she has many male friends who she knows are "in love" with her and is happy to keep them on the hook. Sometimes I wonder how she can manage having so many friends in her life, but I would still consider her to be one of my best friends. We've often talked about dating ups and downs and a few years ago I confessed to her that I have a small penis and Spoiler: Trigger Warning / TMI that I wear panties (which I have since given up, mostly) and that I have very strong cuckold fantasies . . . to the point that I spent years searching for a partner with that specific fantasy in mind She laughed a little, but didn't seem too surprised and we've stayed very close friends since. Here's the question: Do you think that she respects me less now that she knows that I have a small penis? In some ways I feel genuinely relieved that she knows my secrets. It's nice knowing that someone knows my worst secrets and still accepts me as a friend. However, I saw her recently and she came across as pretty bitchy and really full of herself. She was going on and on about how skilled and competent she is (she has been more successful in her career than me) and I felt really inadequate as my self-esteem isn't nearly so high. And then it hit me - I'm usually considerate and try not to brag or boast too much, but maybe she's not too worried about making me feel inadequate because she doesn't respect me as much as she used to - now that she knows that I have a small penis. Just curious if anyone, especially any women, has any insight on this. Do women automatically respect men less if they know that he has a small penis? I genuinely hate living with this secret and feel like it would haunt me less if it's out in the open . . . yet I always end up keeping it a secret out of fear that people, especially women, would respect me less if they knew that I have a small penis.