Anthony97
Fapstronaut
Before starting up my story I would to give a little information about myself.
I m 23 years old, Male who works in a IT company. I hail from a middle class family.
I first started watching porn at the age of 12. In beginning I thought it was fun but soon the fun was over. As there were constant fights between my parents which caused stress to me as my father is an alcoholic there were always fights in home. To overcome this stress I watched porn and it became a therapy to relieve stress but this therapy soon turned into addiction.
My masturbation habit became so bad that I masturbated 2-3 times a day in row for 2-3 months because of such excessive amount of masturbation I got prostatitis. My doctor explained me that it happened due to over masturbation. My condition was so bad that I could feel pain in my groin if didn't masturbate for more than two weeks.
Even my doctor said that if the pain becomes unbearable I can masturbate.
He prescribed some medication which helped in reducing the pain. However I didn't stop there I just continued the work.
I tried to quit it many times but I was unsuccessful. After watching one of the video related to this website I realized that why I was unsuccessful in all parts of my life. Like studies, financial goals or dating life.
I work in a good company with a decent salary but I wanted to do MBA and start my own business I have all the plans ready but I never put those plan in action. I don't have a girlfriend I had only one ex girlfriend but I never even kissed her. I intentionally broke up because I didn't have enough confidence to even kiss her sex was a thing which I could do only in my dreams. I m still a virgin because of my masturbation habit I never dared to approach or talk to new girls.
I m lazy and unmotivated to do anything. My parents are getting divorced now because of which I relapsed into masturbating again. But now I have decided I will never masturbate I will only have orgasm with a girl.
I have started my NoFap challenge from 20 Feb 2017. I will share my experience with you all how it affects my studies, financial goals or dating life. My target is to go without masturbation till I achieve my goals.
I m 23 years old, Male who works in a IT company. I hail from a middle class family.
I first started watching porn at the age of 12. In beginning I thought it was fun but soon the fun was over. As there were constant fights between my parents which caused stress to me as my father is an alcoholic there were always fights in home. To overcome this stress I watched porn and it became a therapy to relieve stress but this therapy soon turned into addiction.
My masturbation habit became so bad that I masturbated 2-3 times a day in row for 2-3 months because of such excessive amount of masturbation I got prostatitis. My doctor explained me that it happened due to over masturbation. My condition was so bad that I could feel pain in my groin if didn't masturbate for more than two weeks.
Even my doctor said that if the pain becomes unbearable I can masturbate.
He prescribed some medication which helped in reducing the pain. However I didn't stop there I just continued the work.
I tried to quit it many times but I was unsuccessful. After watching one of the video related to this website I realized that why I was unsuccessful in all parts of my life. Like studies, financial goals or dating life.
I work in a good company with a decent salary but I wanted to do MBA and start my own business I have all the plans ready but I never put those plan in action. I don't have a girlfriend I had only one ex girlfriend but I never even kissed her. I intentionally broke up because I didn't have enough confidence to even kiss her sex was a thing which I could do only in my dreams. I m still a virgin because of my masturbation habit I never dared to approach or talk to new girls.
I m lazy and unmotivated to do anything. My parents are getting divorced now because of which I relapsed into masturbating again. But now I have decided I will never masturbate I will only have orgasm with a girl.
I have started my NoFap challenge from 20 Feb 2017. I will share my experience with you all how it affects my studies, financial goals or dating life. My target is to go without masturbation till I achieve my goals.
