I discovered masturbation when I was a small child and that started the porn addiction. I've been struggling for years with it and now I've decided to join nofap to break free of porn. The problem is, I cannot go more than several days without fapping. When I go over a few days, I start to get an intense urge to fap, mainly because my sex drive was high from the long porn addiction. Since i've been struggling with porn for a while, my sex drive demanded more and I ended up having to look at fetish porn to satisfy the urge. I feel bad that I have to view more intense types of porn to turn me on, rather than simply looking at girls. I've already realized that porn is ruining my life and I wanna break free real bad! I could really use some help!