How do i stop myself revisiting porn site again?

Honey_Singh_420

Fapstronaut
For past few days, what's happening is :
1. I forget I'm on a nofap streak.
2. Although I've blocked all websites on computer via host file, and I've porn blocker in my mobile but usually i turn that off to save battery.
3. Then i visit porn site from mobile browser and start edging.
4. I'm literally hypnotized by my habit, and regain consciousness only after 5 minutes.

Please tell me what to do?
 
For past few days, what happena is :

1. I forget I'm on a nofap streak.

2. Although I've blocked all websites on computer via host file, and I've porn blocker in my mobile but usually i turn that off to save battery.

3. Then i visit fetish vore site from mobile browser and start edging.

4. I'm literally hypnotized by my habit, and regain consciousness only after 5 minutes.



Please tell me what to do
 
Stop turning off porn blocker is a good start. Set up OpenDNS on your phone.

Get in the habit of doing something else when the urge hits. Like squats or drawing or singing. Anything to redirect.
 
This is quite a repulsive behavior I experienced myself in the last two weeks. Even though I am not edging I still lost control and relapsed. It felt like a switch had been flipped in my head. I haven't experienced that in my recovery like that before. I for my part decided yesterday to start a therapy. There are things I can't turn my head around alone. Wish you all the best brother, you are not alone.
 
2. Although I've blocked all websites on computer via host file, and I've porn blocker in my mobile but usually i turn that off to save battery.
If your blocker is setup in a way so that you can just easily turn it off, it kinda misses its purpose, doesn't it? Why even have one then?
 
In my experience, porn blockers are ineffective unless I can't disable them. Having some accountability goes a long way. I use netnanny for my computer and screentime for my phone. My parents are helping me out with this; they know the passwords to both and there's no way for me to disable or change settings without asking them first. Maybe you could ask a friend to set something similar up on your phone. There's a bunch of accountability porn blockers out there that are free or inexpensive.
 
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