Hi guys, once every now and then i have down phases where i feel a little depressed (currently have one). I meditate every day for 30 minutes, i obviously stopped fapping/porn etc., i have been working out every single day for the last 3-4 months and before i worked out 3x a week. I read 1 hour everyday and i try to study 8 hours a day. I don't even do these things anymore to get a girlfriend, I am doing them just for me, but man it's so hard. What triggers my frustration especially is when I go out to buy groceries or whatever and realise, that women seem to throw themselves at these loser dope-dealer type of guys, who don't even look as good as me and probably don't read, meditate, nofap, etc. I then ask myself: "why me?". why do i have to walk 5000 miles, go over seven bridges, die a hundred deaths to get a girlfriend? Why can't i just be normal? Why is it so hard for me? I sometimes feel like the world has conspired against me... Does anyone else sometimes have thoughts like that? and how do you deal with them? How to keep going even though you see next to no results?