How do you stop failing?

Ever since my huge 90 day, 120 day and year stream I can't seem to pick my self back up.

The last 2 months in lockdown I've relapsed so much. Being single and not being able to see anyone doesn't help and I'm struggling with ways to keep busy enough to fight this.

Does anyone have any tips.

I'm afraid my PIED will come back again.

 

I just don't know what to do at this point.
It's like the old addiction is really hitting me hard recently.
I go a week then relapse like mad.
The good news is I didn't edge which was one of my worst traits.

But its still relapsing!