how far did you get into porn? ***Warning: possibly triggering content ! ***

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by BravelyKegger, Mar 3, 2019.

  1. BravelyKegger

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    I am glad you decided to quit, my favorite categories for sure would be futanari and hentai.
     
  2. justapadawan

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    Mostly BDSM, humiliation stuff, dd/lg, D/s, pet play, torture, forced orgasm, shibari, camgirls playing with dildos and cuckold. Anything that objectifies and reduces people to things or pets really. Yeah, I can see that's fucked up. (but only writing about it is enough to gime me the urges... So I will stop right here).
     
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  3. BravelyKegger

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    yah i was into that stuff, theres just something about wanting to be dominated and degraded, glad i am recovering from it.
     
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  4. Bestfootie1

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    P does things to a person's brain and reason.

    If anyone of us in here would've even thought about any of the dark stuff spoken of, we would have been repulsed, ridden with guilt, and so on. Maybe we were at the start.

    The Torah teaches that the first time someone does something wrong it's a terrible sin in their mind. The second time someone does something it's neutralised in their mind. The third and ongoing times it's become twisted that this is a positive thing. The brain is remarkable and it will find a way to rationalise and self-validate whatever a person does (more easily with the negative). When we do a positive deed we fill ourselves with positivity though it's a 'long short path' rather than a 'short long path' i.e. it takes longer to get there but ultimately it's short, rather than the short path to get there that ends up causing us all the pain and suffering we experience because of our shortcutting... (Qabbala).
     
  5. davidx

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    “I'm thankful to God for bringing me to a place where I was ready to change, and for giving me such a loving woman.
    I guess the point of change for me was when I had to choose which life I wanted to live. Did I want to be a slave to my obsessions and suffer the consequences or would I want to live a life happily ever after.
    71 days free today.[/QUOTE]
    Thanks “


    WOW - that’s amazing Good for you. 71 days I hope you make it to forever.
     
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  6. zeekland

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    We shall see my friend, we shall see. This is my first attempt but I'm going about it a little differently than the normal reboot methods I've seen here. Going for the no excuse route and fully accepting my actions, I am completely dedicated mind and soul to this. I think the first night I started and I purged my phone/computer/stash of porn is when it really "clicked" in my mind, urges disappeared almost instantly.


    Also I was mentioned by a mod my previous post might have caused some trigger issues, for anyone that did trigger or was tempted by my post, please accept my apologies if I caused you any issues.
     
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  7. BravelyKegger

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    Yah my title was changed for that reason.
     
  8. Der Drachenkönig

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    In my case it degenerated into sadism, so i searched content on that. Hell i even went into De Sade works at one point out of mere curiosity, but never quite got to that extreme in the end. It's been a tough struggle to rewire my brain, Porn can twist your brain into a point where you wonder if you're even human anymore. It's terrible
     
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  9. g2stop

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    Solution = hard mode 90 days
     
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  10. BravelyKegger

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    Damn sadism is pretty deep.
     
  11. mdz

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    Beside the "femdom branch": Femdom, humiliation, JOI, hypnosis, sissification i escalated into: transexuals, supersized women, very tall (or midget men and women). Extremely big bust and cartoons.
    I was heavily addicted, since i not only watched pics and tubes, but also participated in virtual worlds and chats around these mentioned genres.


    Who knows what more crap I would escalate into.
    I am glad its over.
     
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  12. BravelyKegger

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    Same i ended with sissy porn, if it would have gone on there is literally not telling what i would look at next, honestly i would most likely become trans and find some dude to fuck, so glad i got out of it.
     
  13. Ancesthor

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    I´ve got into ¨Voyeur¨ genre and it actually got the worse out of me cuz i couldn´t get the satisfaction from the videos so i started doing it myself and that was the worse thing i could have done cuz i lost the trust of my high school friends, i got into a lot of trouble with my family, right now i am clean from doing that but it´s actually terrifying how porn can deteriorate the human mind to the point were you don´t get the satisfaction so you need to recreate the same acts as in the videos.
     
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  14. SendoSan

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    Im in the same boat. have been addicted to creepshots/voyeur for a year. Im glad i stopped.
     
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  15. Expergefactor

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    I started out with plain vanilla porn when I was 12. looking at images on google and downloading them on a site called zamob. My friends started to share their own videos and clips at school. Later on the normal stuff didn't do it for me anymore. One day I stumbled across BDSM porn. the pain inflicted to the subject was so sensational. I then almost got used to it when I found gay BDSM. Muscular men just beating their subjects up and humiliating them and then getting fucked by anyone in a public way. Something about gay BDSM was so alluring to me the masculinity and break down thereof. when this wore off i moved to humiliation and were people had to act like pets, pissing, edging torture and the full body latex suit stuff. I would then create twitter profiles with a new identity and talk to different men. I was really into gay porn the male on male domination was so satisfying. I'm not even gay (no homo lol). When I started exploring furry porn and stayed logged into my fake accounts at work is when decided to stop.
     
  16. BravelyKegger

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    The first website i every looked at was called slut load, which is where i saw my first hentai called mistreated bride, that got me into hentai, i also was looking at vanilla porn at the time, but not masturbating because i did not know how. Than i got into futanari which is my all time favorite to this day, than lesbian, incest, bdsm, beastiality some, and eventually got down to sissy porn.
     
  17. IR254

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    I realized, that I had a problem with porn at a rather early stage. At the time I was "only" jerking of to normal BJs, anal, lesbian, threesomes, etc.

    But things really became a lot worse after I tried to abstain from porn for a while without success. Every time I relapsed, I got deeper and deeper. Every time I relapsed, I escalated to even more disturbing porn. In the course of just a couple of weeks, I escalated from the genres I mentioned above to throatfucking, anal fisting, prolapse, torture and humilation porn.

    After another year of relapse after relapse, everything became even worse again. I came across puking porn, scat porn, beastiality, femdom and gooning. I am disgusted by myself for watching those things, but I go back to those genres anyways whenever I relapse. I can't seem to find a way around it anymore.

    As you can see, porn itself drove me to unhealthy genres. But constant relapses pushed me even further into my addiction. I can't imagine genres, which could be much worse than where I ended up. I am so thankful, that I never watched child pornography. Otherwise, I probably would have ended up in jail at some point.
     
  18. xXDarkWolfXx

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    Ohhh man, I got into nudes, then updated to regular porn videos, ended up in painful hand-jobs, then penis torture and reached BDSM: where girls would be raped brutally but also men where raped and tortured brutally, I don't understand how I found that fun........ Something I do regret a lot
     
  19. BravelyKegger

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    I think we go deeper because one, we dont get the dopamine fix we used to so we have to keep looking up worse things, and two, when we relapse we get even more depressed than before, so we are less likely to care if we look at worse things.
     
  20. IR254

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    I don't think, that that's it. I was watching the "softer" variants of porn for almost 8 years without much escalation at all. It was only beginning to become worse, once I tried to stop. Trying to stop for a couple of days, followed by relapses is what makes you escalate even more. There is also an article on YBOP.com about the topic, if you're interested. Problem is: Knowledge about the topic doesn't make it easy to abstain.
     
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