how far did you get into porn? ***Warning: possibly triggering content ! ***

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Mar 3, 2019.

  1. PlanetJuniper

    PlanetJuniper Fapstronaut

    I was hooked on humans and furries multiple breasts, multiple limbs, udders, humantaur -type photoshops and illustrations. Weird stuff but so hot. Especially when they were furry.
    Some of the hyper multi art is just over the top. Boob snakes, asymetrical arrangements, inflation: I'm not into that.
     
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  2. Infrasapiens

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    Hentai.
    And real pornography with chubby girls, because I like chubby girls, and my girlfriend at the time was the most beautiful and cute chubby girl I've seen. How stupid I was.
     
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  3. Pity

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    Contacted a pornographer to request help with my own porn fantasy with 50 men.
    Ultimately knew I needed to produce it myself to make the best.
    Spent 24 hours at it once, 12 many times
    Used supplements to intensify climax by far and to go on and on as long as i could drag it out
    My favorite hobby
    Totally consumed like Jonah
    Catch a tiger by his tail
     
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  4. Gvn2Fly

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    I’m not a religious person, but reading these responses and in my own experience with escalation and what I’ve come across - this stuff is truly evil from hell. And it does it’s best to hook us. And it did. But we’ll rip off those hooks. We will!!!
     
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  5. Neveragainporn

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    I hope you guys don't judge me because I saw some fcked up shit.
    It started pretty innocent at age 14 playing sexual games and watching pics of women undressing their self. I believe I became porn addicted at age 16/17, I basically jerked off almost every day since than(I am 26 now). In 2015 I became depressed and that's where I started watching all the extreme stuff:
    - Fartporn
    - Scat porn
    - Prolapse porn
    - Beastiality
    - Underground sites(Containing real life murder, rape and extreme violence)
    - And yes even the worst of them all: Cporn

    I haven't nutted on the last 3 points I named and only watched it very rarely, but still I watched it.
    Writing this down really makes me realize how sick this is. I am not a bad person or anything, it's just crazy how much I got lost in this shit.
     
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  6. davidx

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    - PMO is a dark bottomless pit that will hook you then chain you and show you no mercy it will take you down as far as you are willing (and in some instances even at first unwilling to go) through seductive exposure and desensitized experience , constant lust and temptation and curiosity, etc. IT’S A TRAP!! There will always be some evil new perverted low to go to. For anyone - it’s a bottomless pit that NEVER satisfies we will always want more. That’s where the rush and addiction, etc. start to really take over.

    It’s truly soul rotting and can warp your mind and the worst part is it can really make you think you are alone.... I am sure you are not the only one to go to all of those places. I’ve been to a few you mentioned myself. Fortunately not all but it all has the same impact- a screwed up perspective on sex / sexuality, humanity, ourselves, etc.

    I don’t judge you for your experiences. I am here because of my own PMO addiction- once you open your mind to anything it becomes easier to go to the next level. YOU CAN TURN THIS AROUND!!! There are real success stories on this forum. Even for guys who have gone to some dark and destructive places.

    I wish you well on your journey-

    Good luck!!!

    You can turn this around!
     
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  7. IR254

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    All these types of porns are extremely problematic. The last three especially, since the effects it has on the real victims are so extrodinary huge. These women, animals, and children will never forget what happened to them and it will bring so much pain into their lifes, which noone should ever have to feel. Some people still jerk off to this. It's so saddening.

    You have to stop watching that stuff, my dude. If you keep surrounding yourself with these types of porn, it's a dead end. It leads to broken hearts, physical pain, emotional pain, and misery. Not only for the real-life victims, but also for you. If you keep watching it, it's only a matter of time until you'll get caught and go to jail. Do yourself a favor and put an end to it, before it's too late. Stop the demand for sex trafficking.
     
  8. Generally vanilla stuff, but I started to gravitate towards "cheating" and "older-younger" videos. For some reason, my biggest turn-on was watching older, married dudes being seduced by younger (legal) girls. Definitely odd.
     
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  9. aliasghar1378

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    You know brothers, we all are victims of unprotected watching porn, seriously they must make some rules about this fucking genres! I was unlucky. First video that i watched was about foot fetish ! You know i was a stupid kid like you.a unlucky stupid kid that when he opend browser and clicked on sth it was about foot fetish and as you know foot fetish is related to bdsm! Then i discovered Mistress/slave category. Watching regulary bdsm porn then i stuck in ballbusting scat cbt all this shit .luckily i hadnt ball to do that but you know now i think about that i see i havent watched a normal porn in my llife. Then i i got worse . i licked girls shoes (secretly) licking sole of shoes ( i want to clearfy how dump i was and i am!) i m not gonna lie still it feels good.now i follow humilation joi and pov.looking and comparing each others who can humilate me in a better way.searching for "the worst Humilation ever" .
    I tried different ways to get rid of porb every time i faild agian until i realized what about religion. I mean i have a religious family and i believe in god but i had never been "religious" at first you may think about existence of god and proves and stuff like that but brothers. For a month just act like you are a religious person and you believe in god and heaven and hell . it saved me for two periods of 55 and 25 days i was clean until this week then agian i started my strike .
     
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  10. Krillin1993

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    I was arroused by alot of extreme stuff. I will tell you some.
    Some type of porn videos are still rare and hard to find on the Internet.
    Alot of guys had probably seen or came across once in a lifetime when woman or men licking the partners buttholes. As a heterosexual men I liked it alot to see when a woman licks a mens or womans butthole. Then I finally searched for Scat Porn. I wanted to see that a woman eat and swallow the scat of a man or woman until she pukes and even eats her own puke afterwards and then smears all of her excrements on her body. Those woman had to be an older woman between 40 and 80 type of woman. Alot of those videos are 80s or 90s material, you can see that from the Quality of those videos. Surprising I could climax very fast, when I see older woman sacrificing her body to any man, as they begin to do some crazy stuff to and those older woman who are extremely horny or Nymphomaniac as we would call it.
    The other type of videos I really liked alot are those videos when young girls who become 18 years old getting her first defloration. I liked those scenes when the blood dripping out of their vagina. I simply love everything what has to do with blood.
    The other type of hardcore porn were those Anal Sex Porn Videos. I have watched them probably over 10-15 years. I still catch myself when I have those urges to experience Anal Sex with strangers. Its a hammering fantasy to have sex with woman who likes it. I still can't get rid of this fantasy but I try to controll it. I liked it alot when those butthole muscles gets destroyed. When all the blood float out and the actress putting thing in her butt, this is also what turned me on. I even liked the combination when a woman plays with her dildo in her butt region sticking in and out and when the scat comes out of her butt and she licks that scat on the dildo until it is clean again. Surprisingly alot of Brazilian woman likes those kind of perverted butt play. I can also admit that spanish or south american woman are more into anal sex than any other continent.
    The next type of videos I liked the most is Bestiality Porn especially when woman have sex with their own dogs with joy. I saw alot of those videos which are extremely rare to find on the internet. Those videos are mostly from the 80s-90s. I have seen woman who have sucked the penis of elephants. There were also a group of 3 woman who sucked the penis of a dog. But the dog was not amused to do that act. This showed me that the whole situation went to far. Those woman were 30-40 years old.
    In the past I was more into watching porn with oral sex content. This was my all time favourite, I liked it to see how different woman give a blowjob to men. I have seen a japanese woman eating sukiyaki it is grilled beef with eggs which is used to eat as a dipping sauce but the sauce in this video was the cumshot from different men, which she has to dip it in and eat it. Then I like more extreme stuff like when a woman giving a men a deepthroat until she pukes and keeps going on. I still suffer from that fantasy when I see a muslim cashier in a supermarket doing the exact same thing with me. Or when I see my beautiful neighbour I would like to have anonymous sex with her and I also fantasize about it alot. But of course I would never ever harass her.
    To be honest I can't understand other people who like Sissy Porn, I never understood that. Maybe somebody can tell me why it came this far. I still searching for the reason why I like scat porn.
     
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  11. Hachiraya

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    I started getting little bit into hardcore. I had watched it before, but last months I started watching it bit more often.
     
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  12. Porn rot your brain away man. You better quit now before hitting rock bottom or no point of returning. I used to be a heavy addicts in my early 20's and knew a lot female pornstars. Most of them quit once they closed to 30 or early 30's and have a normal life now. Some of them died in their prime. The ones who stay in the business far longer are now begging online and set up account to ask for money.
     
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  13. Krillin1993

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    Yeah thats because nobody goes to a video shop to rent a VHS. Those days were really cool by the way. And yes cheap Highspeed Internet solved that Problem for fappers. I am not sure if I end as an porn addict or not. I really don't know. Sometimes I am looking my hope. My Brain still crave for that hardcore anal sex. Sometimes I fantasize doing this for real but then I remind myself to keep fighting. My friend from Poland tried NoFap for 6 months and he lost his mind. He said he couldn't do that otherwise he would go crazy. Another japanese guy I know from Youtube, he is a small YouTuber said the same too. My brother was never into fapping because he was always religious. Currently I am having those urges and there is no support for me. I am feeling lost sometimes.
     
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  14. Trobone

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    Roleplaying turned into long-term ongoing conversations that went beyond just sex talk into frienships that would be inappropriate if in real life.
     
  15. thommyantalya

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    my main issue is masturbation and orgasm. I didn't usually use porn, so I stuck with softcore scenes. However, when I had my worst relapse during pandemic covid I transitioned from softcore to a few hardcore scenes. That made me realized it was enough. Also I started to get aroused with increasing difficulty. In my current 30 day streak (my second longest and second serious as well), I've never had urge to watch porn, maybe just once but I resisted with no difficulty.
     
  16. she-dernatinus

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    @Krillin1993 I don't understand what made you drawn to such abusive and repulsive content. Why do you like seeing womankind degraded that much ?

    I personally never understood any of that huge appeal.
     
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  17. modernstore99

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    I was deep into sissy porn as well. Go to the Information tab of my profile and then hit the thread called "Am I a Sissy?"
     
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  18. dont worry man, no judging on this site, and trust me i have seen all of what you have, never anything like hostel stuff tho, but guro which is just the drawn version of it. And trust me if i would have had the chance i would have for sure checked those videos out and then feel repulsed and messed up afterwords.
     
  19. InfinitelyStrong

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    For me cuckhold was the worse category I got myself into. At some point when I was no longer able to get aroused with typical porn. I used to visit reddit and read real life cuck stories to get my regular dopamine.

    I was aroused but at the same time I felt disgusting. Cause those stuffs lead me to fantasize my partner with someone else. I hate to admit that I was left with only that thing which aroused me. But when I was normal or wasn't thinking with my dick, I felt pathetic about that. Like how could I think such stuffs.

    Maybe if I continued porn and didn't find nofap I would've ended up doing such stuffs in real life too.

    If I think about those now, I find it gross to contemplate about which direction was I heading. Gladly I found this site a few days ago and started real hard mode, and glad to inform that I'm healing and improved a lot.

    Thanks Nofap Community.
     
  20. I am glad you were able to escape that, sissy porn is basically the same thing as that, cuck porn also turned me on, but man is it bad I hate seeing photos of like 50 year old men dressed as women, it’s repulsive and I know if I was to pursue either one I mentioned I would end up like that, and what a sad life that is.
     
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