It's amazing how well I did when I was full of hope.
I was going to a top school for a top major with lots of prospects;
and despite the stress, was for the most part able to be free
of PMO. The hope of a better life provided the motivation I needed
to keep healthy habits in place and avoid porn.
Then my parents went through a separation, I hit multiple barriers at school
and ended up dropping out, all my prospects diminished,
and now I am working two dead end jobs to survive.
And I have been looking at porn again.
Without the hope of a better life, it was sure easy for me to give up,
give in, and go back to what numbs the pain...
Does hope play a role for you?
I sure hope I can find hope again,
as I start a new 90 day challenge...
I was going to a top school for a top major with lots of prospects;
and despite the stress, was for the most part able to be free
of PMO. The hope of a better life provided the motivation I needed
to keep healthy habits in place and avoid porn.
Then my parents went through a separation, I hit multiple barriers at school
and ended up dropping out, all my prospects diminished,
and now I am working two dead end jobs to survive.
And I have been looking at porn again.
Without the hope of a better life, it was sure easy for me to give up,
give in, and go back to what numbs the pain...
Does hope play a role for you?
I sure hope I can find hope again,
as I start a new 90 day challenge...