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Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by CodeTalker, Sep 12, 2021.
It starts when you touch your ding dong, not when you look at porn.
It differs for me. But if I am on a streak and relapse the first few PMO sessions are over 2 hours I would say.
I have seen myself doing it constant for over 5 hours before I have ejaculated.
Sometimes I did it for 20 hours.
I might be thinking of a session differently. I was thinking a session ended after I ejaculate. But then if I start PMOing again and ejaculate again then that is two sessions.
I mean this used to be my behaviour everyday or nearly everyday for years, edging, PMOing for hours, ejaculate, then a wee while later doing this again, and this going on like this all day for days. So dedicating most of my days to edging and binging on PMO.
But do you mean you masturbated and edged to PMO and it took you 20 hours to ejaculate? Because if you mean that then that is nuts. But I am guessing what you mean is you have dedicated 20 hours to PMO, PMOing multiple times in 20 hours?
With time the duration of the practice increases, it is always good to be careful not to touch yourself.
I mean 20 hours constantly watching porn. And ejaculate maybe 2 times. Yes this was fucked up. Although this wasn't my everyday routine. Normally it would be more like 4 - 6 hours, depending on my time and responsibilities. On a work day 1 hour in the morning, multiple 10 minute sessions at work and 2 - 3 hours in the evening. Weekends longer.
Sometimes i fapped through the night until the sun rose again. Feeling like a sleep deprived zombie. This was fucked up, but I would lie to say I wouldn't miss that fucked up dopamine kick.
Yeah I used to do that regularly. It's really messed up.
In my opinion it's the reason some guys experience such negative effects from PMO and other guys don't. If I use it I need to edge and binge on it. But not all guys who use it do this.
At my worst stage I would dedicate entire evenings to PMO which would last until the sun started to rise. So if I started at 6pm (often started earlier though) and ended at 4am, that was 10h of relapsing. During this I would drink and play video games in the periods between PMOing.
Man, and I thought that a 3 to 5 hour session was big, some people are just in another league; those felt like a huge accomplishments at that moment until I realized I was wasting big time.
I wasn't excepting to see that many 2h+.
My longest was probably 8 hours (i'm not sure exactly but soon after sunset to sunrise) and it's way way too much.
I was thinking it may be harder for those who edge long time to have a long streak on nofap.
My sessions were generally 30-60 minutes. Hate to think about how much time i have wasted over the 2 decades of my porn addiction.
I think a couple of times I did 16 hours, but usually 12 hours of edging is the physical limit. My lower back starts hurting so much I can barely straighten myself to get out of my chair.
Damn. I drank an played video games too to numb the guilt and shame after my PMO sessions.
Touching the D. is like 1 to 5 minutes, first I just binge 2+ hours porn. Sometimes I think I could better just M. and ignore P. but that's just the monkey brain to help me go to the O. faster. So that's also a no-go.
You guys are my people!
At my worst I would stroke it for 3 to 4 hours a night, and I did that just about every night, then really struggling through the day.
Frequently I would find something really good in my searching and very nearly O but I would restrain myself just enough, hoping to get an even bigger hit … and, it almost never worked. 3-4 hours later my sick was barely hard, extreme porn wasn’t quite doing it for me and it was a real struggle to reach an O.
Sometimes I’d just give up.
7-12 hours 2-3 times a week. Used to be 3-4hrs.
I’ve done dusk to dawn before. At my worst - this was years ago.
2 hours is a hurdle I would clear easily.
But I will talk about all of this as past tense. Although my record was not perfect this year, I have for the most part put P behind me.
Whoops I mistakenly voted, perhaps 30 minutes or longer.
I used to edging for 6 to 8 hours before I finished..