How many of you are afraid?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Aboodhi, Dec 13, 2019.

  1. Aboodhi

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    After having a relapse, usually we regret our actions and we take an oath not to fap or watch porn again, and we stay off pm for a while too. But after some days do you start to fear that you'll eventually fall prey to pm again? That you can't beat the urge? Because I fear. I've been off pm for 2 days now and I fear that one day I'm going to relapse again. May God help me!!! I need to overcome this fear. This thought. No matter how hard I try, or how long I try. I always give up myself to this addiction. This has been my biggest regret in life.
     
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  2. helpinghand4all

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    Only the first 15 days after that you start getting better and stronger.
     
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  3. Aboodhi

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    That's true @helpinghand4all ! Before this I had a streak of 29 days. All of a sudden one day I couldn't resist my urge and relapsed. Since then I couldn't make it upto 10 days even.
     
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  4. Ghost237

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    you start to get more confident in your mental fortitude as the days go. I’m on day 24 now, which is the longest streak of my adult life, and my mind will not let me do it. There’s a sense of calmness about it honestly. Like I used to be afraid to just lay in bed and do nothing but watch tv and browse the internet. But now I have no worries because I know I’m not going to do it. Don’t worry brother, it gets better. I promise. You got this!
     
  5. Aboodhi

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    Thanks @Ghost237 this is really helping!
     
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  6. Yep, i get the same. Ive tried to give up the destructive porn genres so many times in the past, this is the first run with nofap. On to day 13 now i think and im fearful of relapse but also my mind is at times wanting to ditch all this and just get back to it. "One little look wont hurt" but i know it would.

    That calmness and focus i think is the key to success. Does porn control you, or do you control porn.
     
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  7. Fork2323

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    I keep getting a month then relapse.. Im so tired of it.. But its better to fall and get back up 100 times then to stay in the addiction all the time. We have no choice in the matter anyway. Its either recover and keep on fighing or surcome and die a painful death in some wack lifeless zombie existance owned by the porn industry sucking you dry and being those evil fucks.
     
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  8. Aboodhi

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    Very true @Jonnyb4 Even a glimpse of p is enough to destroy all the things we were building here.
     
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  9. Aboodhi

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    Yes @Fork2323 ! All the time even after relapsing I feel happy for myself, because I'm on the path of healing. I'm trying to quit this. I'm realizing this is an addiction while there are most of the people who'd disagree with me. Atleast I'm trying. I am happy for that!!!
     
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  10. Discouraged

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    you have to drain the capacitor before you start nofap. otherwise the state of tension you are holding the body in will create intense fatique. you relapsing is nothing more than you will giving out in a state of exhausting. your guilt and bad feelings just make you even more tired.

    don't masturbate after eating, make sure the blood is clear, the stomach is empty. the intestines are empty
     
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  11. Aboodhi

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    @Discouraged yeah got it.
     

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