How Porn ruined my life and How Nofap saved it

Hi lets start the topic.How porn ruined my life. I came to know about porn when I was in 8th standard when first Android phone came to my home. first it started like I started viewing soft porn videos on internet and after some time I searched for xxx videos on internet and it started from there and i got addicted to porn videos and masturbation.I started watching porn and masturbating daily in starting I was feeling pleasurable.I would come from school and start masturbating and after masturbating I would regret why I did it. Time went on going and I started noticing that my grades in Exams were coming very low for an A grade student I became an D grade student.

This incident ruined my life. There was a maid who worked in our house she used to come to our home when I would come from school. As I saw in porn boy's would flash their private part to their maid.I thought that it was real and I started flashing it to the maid it kept on going and going and thought that she was happy .one day when nobody was in house I went in front on her and removed my pants.she scremed at me and she complained it to my parents that day was worse day of my life .it didn't stop over here that maid left our house but the dirt that was in my mind I continued this thing with neighbour girl who lives in front of my house.But I flashed nearly 2 years to girl in neighbour of me but she didn't complained and now I am felling ashamed of my myself what I had done in the past and what impression would be of mine in he mind​

Just found right platform to share my story. How porn ruined my life and I stared doing Nofap from last one year but I have Relapsed several time in my journey.one book that saved my life and would recommend is YOUR BRAIN ON PORN.and I used this app named Blocker x to block porn sites.

So the readers please don't judge me and all my be successful in there journey of Nofap​

 

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