Whats up fellas, just a quick question that is kinda dumb but I really need an answer. Since I've been hooked on masturbation, porn, and just lust in general since age 10, I honestly can't count many times I have had a great conversation with a girl without terrible anxiety and just an overwhelming need to leave the situation. I'm finding now that I am 120+ days in to nofap(I got head 2 weeks ago, but no porn or masturbation), I seek girls out but I just want them for sex. I'm still pretty anxious but the need to release forces me to talk to them. Most of the conversations are awkward and short and I get their number but they dont answer. Here's my question: For those of you in the past who have successfully had girlfriends or just talked to a girl you found beautiful, how were your conversations? Were they calm and anxiety-less? I just feel like i've never had a genuine conversation with a girl without the feeling of anxiety. It's like in the back of my mind i'm constantly thinking things like "man we might have sex!" or "man id love to do her". And those thoughts are hard to control and make me feel nervous.