Couple months ago I had a 288 somthing day streak going and tossed it away. In that 288 days a lot of good happend and a lot of trauma happened. Blah blah blah. Now in the months since my failure I am having trouble keeping from relapsing on a weekly basis. I'm tired, depressed and dont have any of the resources I had a year ago to help with the rebooting process. The stress in my life is up and the weight of the world is starting to buckle my legs. 2 years ago I lost 120 pounds, now I'm back up nearly 60 pounds and feeling like shit about that too. I dont have access to my hobbies anymore and cant find a rhythm for success again. Disappointed in myself and getting worse.