Right now even though I don’t want to fap. My thoughts about it are coming. It’s because I’m doing good and I feel good and I don’t want to mess up. So I am extra afraid to, therefor I am thinking of it extra. You can kind of think of it as an intrusive thought. I just had a small urge from my intrusive thoughts and basically I have two main questions. 1.) Does thinking about something sexual count as relapse? 2.) When I was trying not to think about the sexual thing I noticed my dick was having a sensation. I tried to move it around in there but for some reason I just kept it in the spot it was in for literally a millisecond. I wasn’t trying to get pleasure (and I didn’t) but I feel like I should’ve moved it and I didn’t. Is any of that a relapse above? I didn’t get a boner at all but I feel like the thoughts aroused me combined with the way my thing was positioned in my pants.