As someone who has yet to experience losing their virginity, I feel a great sense of anxiety and even dread when thinking about the prospect of it. Now of course there is nothing in the world i want more than to lose it and i cant wait to finally experience an orgasm at the hands of someone else, but i'm talking about anxiety simply due to my lack of experience. I am 20 years old and at an age when most of peers have already been past these rudimentary stages and it feels like everybody is simply ahead of the curve and when I run through the scenario in my mind I am bumbling round and awkward and basically just god awful at it. How do I shake this? I am well aware that the only way to gain experience is to simply do it, but I am literally terrified of embarrassing myself, and this just leads me to become more depressed and ultimately find my way back to porn.