I am writing this because I have been relapsing for like two months. I had a good streak of 53 days since I joined here. I struggled hard in some days like hell. The reason why I slip was I was alone in the home some days. I peeked some videos, but I didn't slip then, but later in some days. because I peeked some treat videos, those memories keep coming to mind and I couldn't control leading to relapse. After that 12 and 10 days are my highest. smoking while M is my high. how to get rid of these habits. I have relapsed 1 hour ago. I feel ashamed now. I wrote in the journal that I will control myself at all cost. It's was written yesterday I have the confidence then, but today it's gone. What should I do to control these recurring relapses take control of my things that matters most?