I've figured out that doing any kind of work is absolutely painful for me and I have always sought escape from the pain with pmo or the internet. I didn't learn the value of work as a child. The period before doing work is a trigger, doing work is a trigger, so it's difficult to upkeep a streak like this. I hate work, so I would like to know and ask you all, how do I learn to love it? If I somehow learn to enjoy or at least not mind (as much) my school activities, it would solve most of the problems. So, how do I learn to like work or get used to it? Extra info: I've disabled internet for every day except from 7 PM till 9 PM. This system made me feel horrible until I caved in, I had no escape valve and the stress went accumulating until relapse or searching files/magazines for P. So to ''stop using the internet'' is a solution I've taken already and will continue to do. The rest of the 50% is finding an enjoyable hobby that relieves stress and relaxes me. Any recommendations? TL;DR I hate work and relapse because of it. How do I learn to love work? Extra TL;DR Need a hobby that relaxes and relieves stress. Recommendations?